to be calm

The more I advance in age the more calm I become. I'm enjoying that state of coming closer to peacefulness. I use to think of myself as intense, I think of myself more and more as peaceful. I have to say that it is a relief. My intensity was a burden very heavy to carry. The pieces are coming together, I am almost centered, in control. It doesn't mean that my life is absolutely perfect far away from it. I don't think that anybody can claim to a perfect life but I grasp it now. Instead of saying I live by the grace of god, I feel that I live by my grace as well. I'm less anxious, I trust and I have faith. N'aie crainte car Yahve ton Dieu est dans toutes tes démarches.

Barush Hashem,